Bi-Polar Testimony
From: Tammy Tolmie
This is going to be a long post. I feel that it is very
important for those whom have this condition. Would like to let you
know that there is away to heal from this, other than the use of
drugs.
I was under Doctors care with the use of drugs ( lithium,
Prozac etc.) These drugs did nothing for me. I still sheltered myself
from life outside the home. Was afraid to speak to anyone about what
I was going through.
I slept all the time, had nothing that
interested me at all, just sat and watched TV. If I slept then
nothing could go wrong and I would not have to face reality.
I had to give my children to the state foster care system. This
was the hardest thing I ever had to do. My children where very young
and did not understand why we where not together. We told them what I
was going through but at the age they where they did not understand.
I still managed to visit with them when I was allowed to, sometimes it
was once a month and for three hours. I cried when I left them for
they where in different homes. This made me feel even more alone.
I would cry sometimes all day and for no reason and no control.
I was unable to do my job at work so they let me go. Now, no job no
children. Had to move back to my parents home. A home of nothing but
abuse.
The Doctors said that I needed the drugs to pull through
finally said no more drugs they are not doing me any good. So I took
myself off all drugs,
The doctor said that she would not recommend me
doing that but she could not make me take them.
I have managed to
deal with this for years to come. No friends, no family, no fun.
Till I met Bev Newcomer. I met her at a very trying time in my
life. My mother was diagnosed with ( cholangio Carcinowa) Bio-duct
cancer. I was her rep. Grandfather died a month before my mother and
then the break up of my seven year relationship.
I was a mess. Went
to work and all anyone had to say was hi how are you and I would fall
all apart.
This Lady (Bev) seen that I was not alright so she began giving
me supplements. I took them and she would come around later and asked
me how I felt. I did feel better but was not sure if the supplements
was the reason why I could work.
Bev took me to a massage therapist
and I had a emotional release done. Boy after that was done I did not
think that it worked.
As we left I told Bev get me home I really
needed to get home. Not sure why I had to get there but just get me
home.
I had a business appointment right when I got home. I called
and canceled it, felt that I could not do it right then.
A few hours
passed and I was at home when I started to have a large crying spell.
I cried so hard that I had dry heaves. I could not keep anything down
and could not sleep. Could not sit still, this went on all day and
night.
Called Bev to tell her I was afraid and what I was going
through.
The next day I felt as though nothing at all happened to
me, I was better then fine, I was happy and could not wait to go somewhere.
My concentration improved, I got out doing things again.
Bev helped me with my diet, supplements, oils etc. This is what
I feel saved my life. This was at my last chance, for I have tried
everything and nothing worked.
The Alternative products worked!
I have a
ways to go but felt that this will see me through all the
changes.
I hope that this will help other people to believe that
there is something out there that will work and without drugs.
I am stronger then I ever have been.
Thank-you Bev from the bottom of my heart, you saved me!!!!!!!!
Thank-you
Tammy
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